My life is spiraling downwards, I couldn't get enough money to go to that Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cuz they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course "Stabby Rip Stab Stab" And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either.. like that guy from that band can do... somedays anyhow.

"I'm an emo kid non-conforming as can be.
You'd be non-conforming too if you looked just like me.
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face.
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs.
Cuz I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag.
I call it "Freedom of Expression" most just call me a fag. Cuz our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dikes
cuz emo is one step below transvestite.
Stop my beathing and slit my throat.
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows.
I must be emo.
I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem.
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween.
I have no real problems but I like to make-believe.
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week. Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies.
I can't get through a Hawthorn Heights album without sobbing.
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun.
They say they already have a pussy... they don't need another one.
Stop my breathing and slit my throat.
I must be emo.
I don't just around when I go to shows.
I must be emo.
Dying my hair and polish on my toes.
I must be emo.
I play guitar and write suicide notes.
I must be emo."

My life is just a black abyss, ya know? It's so dark and it's suffocating me and grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip. Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans... which look great on me by the way.

"When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction. Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection.
I write in a Live Journal and wear thick rimmed glasses.
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes.
I'm just a bad, cheap immatation of god.
Catch me in the ride and watch me jack off.
I wear skin tight clothes, while hating my life.
If I said I liked girls, I'd only be half right.
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo.
I must be emo.
Screw XBOX I play old school nintendo.
I must be emo.
I like to whine and hate my parentals.
I must be emo.
Me and my friends all look like clones.
I must be emo."

My parents don't get me, you know? They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy... well, a couple guys. But, I mean, It's the 2000's you can get 2 or 4 dudes to make out with each other without being gay, I mean chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me. You're my best friend.

I feel like tacos.